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unjedi
2021-10-17 01:06 am (UTC)
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Yeah, it's not . . . clicking the way I expected it to.
To be fair, it's been a lot seeing him alive.
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whisted
2021-10-17 02:08 pm (UTC)
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...honestly?
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That alone's quite-- a bit to overcome.
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unjedi
2021-10-18 02:20 am (UTC)
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It is.
I . . . felt him die. All that light just . . . gone.
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whisted
2021-10-19 01:02 am (UTC)
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...hm.
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There aren't good words for the weight of something like that.
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unjedi
2021-10-19 07:27 am (UTC)
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Even when I see him in front of me, my heart and my mind felt it so strongly that it left a mark.
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whisted
2021-10-19 09:30 pm (UTC)
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Of-- course.
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Just shy of "that's very human." It feels more universal than that.
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unjedi
2021-10-20 02:46 am (UTC)
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It's fine, I'm glad he's here. I missed him but I . . . grew up, I guess.
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whisted
2021-10-20 10:26 am (UTC)
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Weirdly understandable, although he's struggling with the words for it.
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...isn't that good, overall?
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unjedi
2021-10-21 12:29 am (UTC)
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It is, it just feels strange.
In a few years, I'll be as old as he is now.
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whisted
2021-10-21 01:50 am (UTC)
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--well.
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that's partly the anomaly, no
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unjedi
2021-10-21 02:09 am (UTC)
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If I remember more, I'll keep getting older.
[ or she'll be dead, but din's words informed her that she got much older. she survived much. ]
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whisted
2021-10-21 03:01 am (UTC)
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Do you not want to?
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unjedi
2021-10-21 03:08 am (UTC)
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I'm just not sure what to make of it.
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whisted
2021-10-21 12:16 pm (UTC)
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Does-- this help?
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Tugging at all the threads out loud?
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unjedi
2021-10-21 12:25 pm (UTC)
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. . . Yes. I'm — glad you're here.
I don't think I have anyone else to talk to. I . . . don't think I ever will.
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whisted
2021-10-22 02:10 am (UTC)
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Lovely and heart-wrenching, like so many of the best thing in life.
Hopefully a squeeze of their tangled hands helps.
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unjedi
2021-10-22 08:30 am (UTC)
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[ it does, though she can't help her head hanging low briefly. ]
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whisted
2021-10-23 01:58 pm (UTC)
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So he's not good at this, but it seems like a hug would maybe help.
Time to try awkwardly see if he can pull an arm around her for a proper squeeze.
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unjedi
2021-10-24 01:36 am (UTC)
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[ hugging is not something she does regularly, but she leans against him, shoulders bumping close. ]
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whisted
2021-10-24 12:13 pm (UTC)
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Close enough. It feels like it's helping.
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We'll manage.
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unjedi
2021-10-24 12:38 pm (UTC)
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Will we?
[ will she? ]
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whisted
2021-10-24 03:06 pm (UTC)
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I doubt it will be entirely pleasant or that we won't be rather worse for the wear in the end.
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Listen, natural pessimism is what it is. And yet.
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But we will.
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unjedi
2021-10-25 12:19 am (UTC)
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You sound very certain.
[ which is very unlike him. ]
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whisted
2021-10-25 02:18 am (UTC)
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Someday, someone will teach him "fake it 'til you make it" but until that day,
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A bit.
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unjedi
2021-10-25 02:24 am (UTC)
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Good.
Sometimes it'll take you far.
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To be fair, it's been a lot seeing him alive.
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That alone's quite-- a bit to overcome.
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I . . . felt him die. All that light just . . . gone.
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[There aren't good words for the weight of something like that.]
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[Just shy of "that's very human." It feels more universal than that.]
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...isn't that good, overall?
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In a few years, I'll be as old as he is now.
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[that's partly the anomaly, no]
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[ or she'll be dead, but din's words informed her that she got much older. she survived much. ]
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[Tugging at all the threads out loud?]
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I don't think I have anyone else to talk to. I . . . don't think I ever will.
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Hopefully a squeeze of their tangled hands helps.]
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Time to try awkwardly see if he can pull an arm around her for a proper squeeze.]
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We'll manage.
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[ will she? ]
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[Listen, natural pessimism is what it is. And yet.]
But we will.
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[ which is very unlike him. ]
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A bit.
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Sometimes it'll take you far.
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